I wish I am still the same throughout these years, younger, slimmer, and poorer.
My job compensates my hardships but in the process I think killing me softly. As of late, I just realized that from barely 60 kg in weight, I am almost 80 kg (this is so gross), and I have shortness in breathing, and I am easily tired. This is because of so much STRESS at work.
Gone were the simple days of my life, why it became complicated I am clueless and I would literally get it back again.
I have so many pre-occupations, thoughts that really make my senses paralyzed in a given time. And the ones that linger, I know my health is not stable and I need someone to rescue me. I need a break, I need a breather, and I think I just need a few weeks holidays.
Or shall I leave my job for good, a well-paid job that a dozen at least waiting to replace me in the position, and instead opt to being an obscure entrepreneur somewhere in the Pacific? So help me God!